Cold Nostalgia

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 6:27 AM

today im feel soo tired .. den tertdo 4 a while tu pon kene mara n sindir .. bt did she noe tat im am tired .. she never n ever understand her daughter feeling ... she only noe to do sometink negling n sindir .. only tat she noe .. thnx krn malukn diriku ... sekaly lg thnx sis n mum make me ashamed ! buat lg ehh .. knp lah nan krg nie .. haiss ! mulot tlg jage k .. tk tau ahh mane nk letak muke nie ...selame nie aku dah ckop sbr nan krg ... aku diam2 krg pijak aku mcm aku nie ape buat aku mcm ape .. ape krg nk aku ikot kn tpi ini krg buat aku balek ... thnx!! yaallah! hambe mu ini lemah bantuilah diriku yaallah ! aku terime dugaan mu ..tetapi kali ini buat ku betol2 hilang sabar .. knp her tidak mcm ibu org laen? knp?bnyk sekali kelainannyer ..tetapi aku terime krn dier tetap ibu ku .. dan aku ckop sbr sgt2 .. smpai kn air mate ku mengalir .. kerane hati ini sakit sgt2 , ckop terluke , aku jage hati nyer .. tetapi sedikit pon dier tk prnh jage hati ku .. malah menyakiti hatiku .. mmg msg2 ade perwatakan sendiri tpi terlalu laen sgt2 .. dah lame ku sbr cume hari ini kesabaran ku dah over limit ..smpaikn air mate ku mengalir .. dahlah dis gal make alot of prob .. tk habis2 nk kasi ku prob .. bestkn smlm kene dgn ku .. coz kau telah mencabar kesabaran ku .. selame nie ku diam2 kau makin menjadi2 so u deserved it ..
ptg tdi bkin cookies .. sdapp .. yesterday pnt seyy the whole day pt luar .. pg @ 1030 ade remedial math b4 tat go breakfast wif nad .. den after remedial mit sis in law @ banquet to accompany them crk kain 4 raye aftr tat make a moved to kmbngan as ayah told me to buy kamus n kain pelikat den patah balek to bugis nk g msjd sultan ade DMASYQ sis from syiria acting ..best lah jgk .. hee ! aftr det solat blablabla .. went to geylang nk tgk pasar baru wif eyma n nad.. haha ..den tgh jln balek eyma nk jln shortcut sekaly temsk dis 1 place tmpt kude kepang ... den drg cm tgk ktorg semcm seram sey.. ape lg jln cpat2 .. haha !reached home blablabla .. mcm malas nk go school tmrw kepale mcm berat having migrain again jus releif 4rm sick ..klw pikiran mesty kene migrain .. haiss ! tues and the rest of the day alot of test , haiiyooo ... the end .. haha!

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