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my name is nur hayati
i'm i8 years old
anytink can add me : hayati_91@hotmail.com


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when i went back from bro house mum told me to fixed the curtains for the rooms to night den i say the blue colour wow tat was heavy and difficult den i heard mum say pemalas and blablabla .. den suddenly my tears drop and i start to cry .. den i enter my room and switch on my lappy .. juz to ignore it .. i juz wonder mum never grateful of her daughter isit ? haiss !!
den i went to kitchen to cook roti john and juz shut up .. b4 buke someone called me and ask why .. den i start to cry back ... i cannot hold the tears and soo sad !! the only way to express out is crying .. if we tell ppl or share no use of it .. coz ppl will not understand bcoz they are not in our ctuation and will not noe and feel wat i feel ,ppl can only hear and give advice .. ryte ? haha !!soo .. juz crying is the best way !! althought we angry or mad but nobody noe .. hrmmp !
im sorry wen u called i start to cry myb u can hear me crying and i can expressed out the pain inside my heart .. i juz cannot stop crying of her word and her reactions .. yes its normal to me and we cannot changes anytink .. but sometimes i cannot accept samore im gurl soo easy to touch and feel .. diff then the boys .. boys more strong than gurl and the heart more softer .. sometimes i jaga her hati and dont want her to feel sakit hati but she did nt at all thinks abt our feelings .. hrmmp !! i never melawan her words or wat sey ..but she did nt think abt did ..let see if i be like outside there wat did she feel and think ??nvm , this is not to embarrasing but juz to expressed my feelings .. really trouble ahh !!
thanx to you hear to my expression .. heeeeee~

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